Gorgeous Shade Of Red:

Illustrating suicide in my head - 
Sacrificing virgins in my bed - 
Blood is such a gorgeous shade of red - 
Living off the lies that I've been fed - 
Finding inspiration in the words I've read - 
My Friends will be famous when they're dead - 
Desensitized by the life I've led -
Physically drained, emotionally bled - 
My friends will be sober when they're dead -
I cannot shake this shadow - 
I cannot love, but I can't let go - I cannot shake this shadow - 
I cannot live, but I can't let go.