Feeling breath growing shorter and shorter All my worries, they drift away As the sunset fades from my eyes tonight I may never see this morning light again God forbid I turn my back for just one goddamn fucking second It’s like time’s standing still, it’s fucking making me ill A paradox inside the pair of knots that hangs from the ceiling Spinning around and around, can’t hear a sound I feel dead, so mislead, and everything in between It’s by far the worst case I’ve ever seen I look myself in the face, it looks like I’ve lost the race It’s not like they said it’d be easy Feeling breath growing shorter and shorter All my worries, they drift away As the sunset fades from my eyes tonight I may never see this morning light again And I know, at times I don’t make sense Holding on, to what these words once meant Letting go, is easier said than done Take a look at what my life’s become If I spend this life digging my own grave At least I’ll finally have a place to rest But if I spend this life searching for meaning I fear I may discover something more You have no idea how hard I’ve tried not to lose my fucking mind I’ve never felt so goddamn alone Insignificant, never at home Feeling dread, all the self loathing Without a doubt it’s the end of my story I feel like I’m looking down the barrel of a gun So broken and scattered, everything’s numb Feeling breath growing shorter and shorter All my worries, they drift away As the sunset fades from my eyes tonight I may never see this morning light again I can’t help but to think it’s somehow my fault, this suffering Broken bones and broken promises, empty words, a fear I’ll end this I’m getting ready, kick the chair, take my life, what you think I care? I’ve been at this my whole life, what a shame that I wouldn’t think twice