Why do I feel like this? Feel like the hells inside me Can I control the pain? Or will I erupt? Can I keep this inside Everything that I tried to hide This addiction kills me but I dont care My hatred is removed as I am consumed Takes away my pain, sweet solution Keeps me alive but I am dying And dont you know that I am dead And Every Time I Tried To Make It Out Again I Am Drawn Back In To This Life I Live In Sin And It Seems To Echo Through This Morbid Shell Pulsating Through This Flesh So Numb And I Cant Let Go And I Need This To Survive This Is All That's Keeping Me Alive