I've spent my life waiting Just to live like I'm wasting Away like a ship lost at sea And the only one to blame is me Trapped by bad memories Trashing my life Triggered constantly And I don't want to be dragged down by these demons I don't want to be dragged down by these Demons You drag me by the wrist Into the rippled river I close my eyes Cause here lies one name thats writ in the water I think I know what's to come But this time you left me on my own Now I'm so far gone And if you've seen what I see You'll know life ain't easy There's no reflection in the mirror How could I be so blind? In my mind’s eye You make me feel so invisible I ask the mysteries of life In my mind’s eye And I hope that one day Someday I won't be afraid I’m so lost and alone I can’t think of a place to call home I feel so empty With no plug to fill the void I live so scared With no guidance, no help. No one to talk to. But it's all in my head The only one who's really judging you is yourself I'm slowly becoming one of them. Keep trying to fight myself There's no reflection in the mirror How could I be ‘so blind? In my mind’s eye You make me feel so invisible I ask the mysteries of life In my mind’s eye