night is spiteful again, she is so quiet and hard like a witness of the crime in her eyes all falls apart. something still stare at me up in the sky evil neon shine. i saw goodbye whit smile, she was never god of mine. it hurts me and i only guess this murmur is confusion like some big ugly mistake my love the child of illusion beat of fear in the air this time i will do it fine there is no one above me now, she was never god of mine! cold water carrie me strong, take me down the stream, cold water you're never wrong, she killed my only dream.