When is it going to end? Where will I go? May I'll be condemned? I must escape from this fate Irreversible deterioration - Inexorable downfall Rejection increases as courage weakens Moral withers away - Unethical solutions tempt me Decomposed in desperation - Devoured by depression Confined into solitude The monotony of apathy The disgrace of this life bounds me in anxiety Suffocated ambition - Determinated to fall Deliberated decline - Collapsed in disappointment Humiliated pride - The vanity of shame Pretentious redemption - Immortal ascent I expire... Altered future... Suspended in rapture I will endure beyond this life Synthetic recovery - Frozen in perpetuum Submerged into the imperishable waters Illusions emerge - Resurrection awaits modern neo gods fulfill my dreams Confined into solitude The monotony of apathy The disgrace of this life bounds me in anxiety Suffocated ambition - Determinated to fall Deliberated decline - Collapsed in disappointment Humiliated pride - The vanity of shame Pretentious redemption - Immortal descend Internal bleeding - Vanished identity Drown into the killing waters Illusions disappear - Neo gods kill me I'll be forever crystallized in eternal death