Forgive me now I'm about to lose my temper It triggers my memories, fear paralyzes me I've lost my way, I'm trapped in this mental maze Calling off all the attacks, I'm retracing all my steps Here it comes again! I navigate through the seas of consciousness I navigate through the seas of consciousness I navigate through the seas of consciousness I navigate through the seas of consciousness Hell or high water, I have to deal with the consequences Guilt and shame consumes me, quicksand inside my brains Hell or high water, I have to deal with the consequences Guilt and shame consumes me, quicksand inside my brains Here it comes again! I navigate through the seas of consciousness Navigate through the seas of consciousness I'll face the storm alone I'll face the storm alone She came through the window Stole all my dreams She left my heart open Gushin' all my sins