Last time I cried When my grandmother died I was nine at the time I knew nothing of life Now you've made me cry And you didn't even try I'm hurting inside A pain I can't describe What you did to me Makes death seem easy What I have to bear Is making me go crazy How could you do this to me? Why did you do this to me? I lost all my trust in you How can I ever trust you again? My head is telling me to leave you I know I should My heart can't stand the thought So what can I do If you betray me again I'll pick my favorite knife And cut off the mark You will never see me again I will mark you mine