And now i won't forget, got beauty sitting on my knees I found her bitterness, drove it away from me P my weapons here, turn then against injustice Then to hate to misery I had to give my treasure to look for I ran away alone I ran away i've gone I ran away Managed to erase from my spirit any human hope Upon all kinds of joy i threw myself to kill Till that days i've seen misfortune was my goddess Came the spring, she brought here to me The awful cranky laughter of the fool I ran away alone I ran away i've gone I ran away After all these days flown away As i feel like i'm walking a fightrope Made up my mind again, i'm searching for the key Now i do believe my fear my sins my selfishness Are all a part of me although i hate them And charity's the key The night is gone and today's the eve The sight of justice is unknown here The regrets are gone away The filthy memories got replaced Today's the eve and it's time now for all to see Blood on my face, nothingness behind me My weapon is patience i feel like our end is clear We'll see the infinite city I spent my season in hell, i lost a part of myself Saw it all, made me crawl And now that i'm holding the truth I'm not running away