I am an open book you'll never read I am a padlocked door and you'll never the key I'm a burned out bridge, a dirt road and a broken picket fence This cursed luck and bleeding gums I've got chapped lips and two broken thumbs Death; he looks down on me and shakes his head He says: I'm not taking you just yet I am a challenge for the dark I spit from my gut and never from my heart This is poisonous, this is venom, this is fucking misery Don't break me Don't drop me Don't crush me Don't love me