Hmm, hmm I'm numb and I'm broken, my wounds are so close And I'm trying to tie a knot where the bar is still open tonight (tonight) Put the cup to my lessons, I speak without thinking And it'll all disappear if I just keep on drinking tonight (tonight) Why am I dealing with our pain? The past won't go away But a truth'd make it all change? No, no So pour me a lie, tonight I've been living it up, living it up 'Til it feels alright, make me feel alive So pour me a lie, tonight I've been living it up, living it up 'Til I lose my mind, at least I might feel something else Open my eyes and the sky is in mourning A part of me died, but a new day is turning in light (in light) Confusion and heartache, I'm back where I started I'm back at thе bar once so dearly departеd last night, yeah Why am I dealing with our pain? The past won't go away But a truth'd make it all change? No, no So pour me a lie, tonight I've been living it up, living it up 'Til it feels alright, make me feel alive So pour me a lie, tonight I've been living it up, living it up 'Til I lose my mind, at least I might feel something else