I must find my place to dwell before I am lost When sorrow called I knew where I belonged Mournful seas of tearful emptiness The sun rise again, the day weakens my flame Where is the truth in the streams of soulless agony? Loss of grace, loss of beauty, a loss of understanding I turn my back on humanity My heart beats so hard Here my time seems to be eternal A world of ignorance and my lonely figure Reality seems not to be so real anymore My earthly vision of life fades away I condemn this world I can’t share my bleeding tears- Visions of pain into my soul Loneliness of forgotten winds makes me realize But like shadows we hide behind life I am denied How I wish I wish to fly away I don’t have to be here Reality showed its faceless reign of deceit And too big is the dungeon to find the way out I only want the darkness to lie thick The celestial crown of the underworld Forced into times of uselessness To die to honor life in its bleak veil This is our loss of mystery skies Creation’s not worth to praise ‘Cause only black is true as death is real My funeral wind will blow for all the sorrows The cold tears, a river of loss A river of emptiness Despair will dream I lay myself to die Relief Twilight embrace me, caress my grief! The fallen stars return from my lost dream Nocturnal dancers carry me away As I feel the blood from my veins The autumn wind travels so far away Oh, I’m so distant, so distant from life Oh, I’m so distant, so distant from life And I shall never return No!!