Why do I play myself For pushing so far away? I try to tell myself It's all your fault You caused this pain And I need to find a way To show you this is all for you But I sleep another day Just wishing that you knew Now that you hate yourself For things I do, for things I say You don't know yourself To Everyday Now I see you watching me Wondering if it's all for you Now I have you here Wondering if it's true That you knew That you knew