Souls... die Souls suffer before death Wait... Waiting for your agony to end But, it always stays here with you Cannot compromise For, your fate is destroying you Never see the day when you smile Free... You freed me from your pains and sorrow I... cry When I think of your pleasant face Oh, where have you gone, my love? Far away from me... Don't know what I've done to be Hurting for the while... Nothing they can do to make me smile You... Crushed my heart Falsened what was true Breaking my grip on my life Destiny... Torn up by a knife But, you're all I had Joyous, replacing thoughts of the bad Now, I'm on my own Surprised how much my mind has grown Now, my only fear... Is no painful thought in you, dear Wish you down to hell... There, you'll blend with all the other Psychos Murderers Sadists Satan Welcome Twisted Nightmare Escape Rapists Molesters Nuisance Get away Heart... Made of glass... Shattered now... This, you've done to destroy me Flush... Out my wounds... Stained of blood... From the steal I tasted Pitiful thoughts of flesh Enraptured life of death Tortured to the end... As you suffer in denial The time has come for you to fade away Distanced by a line of difference We have grown apart from the start What you haven't seen is our demise Memories of all we have been through and seen Tarnished are the once-loved remembrances Vacant hearts - lost in the tears of fate Lost in the Tears of Reality Living off the tortures I have been dealt Mirror to all I despise Shadowed by what is not I Why have I lost myself? I forever... ...have started... ...raining sadness Mental oceans... ...are regretful Dissolved into... ...lost visions. Broken sculptures. Pieces crumble... ...like our lives' rusted structures Defaced columns… …of my heart… Fluid torment Vocal daggers of destruction… …come to take your life. Look what you've done I've died for dreaming... Dreams of laughter... Lived out sorrow Betrayal is now your focus in life Hellish blazing fires bursting through my eyes Burning free your flesh to melt away my disease Stealing now, your deepest cherished desires Freezing yourself in time, past of laughs and more Currently defeating all we had in store Later on, you will see- you have then been dimmed That's the time you'll realize... I'm no longer him. Pain feasts on me Hunger you now feed Life- what you see Death- reach to me Dark… Tinted glass… Fades you out… This is done to forget you Trust… Can be cruel… When you're hurt By a friend who once healed you Wishful thoughts of past These damaged hopes now last What shall now be done? A gallows's structure has begun Tighten Your rope Loosen My life Watching Waiting Upon Your time The call You fall Hanging Lifeless Words erased from stone Chisel brand new thoughts of my own Forget all you've said Brush the dust of hate I've been fed Now, what do you fear? Is thee hurt in what you now hear? Who cares if I've cried? Wouldn't even phase you if I died True… Ruled my life From the cards you drew Looking down at you in spite Make believe You are gone from sight I've… bled Dripping through the veins of my dread Floor has now been soaked Stained here by the life you have choked Deep regret in mind? Bother none, for you will not find My forgiving side What you search for has been destroyed Eyes will see you now through the fire See… Let's see what goal in life you retire You like what you see? Fragments of what I used to be I move on in life Future hopeful for a wife Family of my own Treasures for this man to be sewn There's no place for you So I let you fade away You… Disappear… From my life… Here's the grave I am digging All… Just for you… Tomb of stone… Unmarked grave is all for you Pieces of my life Glued here by the dark Alone I shall stay Writing of my heart that's been frayed "I have forever been lost within the tears of my own reality"