Envious of all Sick of life Cursing days and hours You're going nowhere passing by a holy place and a holy man says come my son With you're tormented mind you start telling the horror of your life On the other side you feel the holy man is making fun of you Forgive me father for I have sinned Yesterday I went to a unknown house blinded by surge of evil there they were all alone I could fell and smell they're fear I did not care I grabbed my knife and one of them I started to stab I stabbed every part of their bodies I did not stop until there was a pool of blood covered in blood i went looking for the other victim She scremas No please No I grab the other one and started to rape her while I mutilate her face That's my story father what will become if me? The holy man was stunned and with fears in his heart He slowly rises to his feet and without making a sound he makes his way to the other side to meet this hideous butcher Oh mother! Oh sister A lapse of faith in the precense of the holy ghost whit his bare hands the holy man drains under a spell of rage He has taken my family away from me As i have taken his life from him