finally contented soul now did you lacerate me long enough while all enticing secrets were slowly whispering ´unearthly love´ the words I have the spells I know were not enough to make you happy to make you smile again like roses your drugs in bloom in psychic beauty my frantic heart I thought I saw you gloating over my private inferno you owe me answers the words I have the spells I know were not enough to make you happy to make you smile again the nights and days - in wasteful void the glints of hope - as small defense the smiles I faked - the blood I shed my drifts of smoke - my 3 letter friends the words I have the spells I know were not enough to make you happy to make you smile again