All night long I’ve been waiting for the flash of my phone A sign that I’m not alone A message that someone out there’s listening To my every thought even as my mind wanders far beyond A journey that’s far too long Just yearning for a commitment to ease me I hold still in the quiet of each desperate night I try to raise my spirits up above the stars and the sky No other drug can take me anywhere nearly as high So I swallow it down along with my pride It’s the promise of the red light It’s the promise of no loneliness tonight Holding on to my everlasting demons I’m too weak to fight It’s the promise of the red light It’s the promise of a prayer after midnight Holding on for a remedy to soothe me until morning light Running from the wrong tale I still sell to all my friends A story without an end A truth I’ll always bend Because it serves me well I guess I’m wrong cause I started ignoring all their calls I’m building the highest walls In technological thrall, it consumes me I’m hunting for that virtue or forbidden embrace Don’t even care if it will lead me to a dangerous place My old enemy is here with a smile on his face Cos I’m addicted to the thrill of the chase Longing with one purpose alone Lying in the dark on my own Longing for a sign of unknown, unknown