The days were losing light. I was bleeding inside I just wanted to hide, hide away from lies Seemed like I was losing home. There was no place to go In the end I lost my hope. I felt left alone Kind of misery, kind of agony Caused by memories - why don't they leave All those doubt I had, all those things they said It all won't leave my head - kills me again instead Pain is what stays at last and no one sees the scars I am trapped in past Pain is what stays at last and no one sees the scars I am trapped in past When I look back at those days then there dies a part of me The part that had to bleed because they could not see Questions about this time - answers denied For the rest of my life I won't get to know why I fell into a hole - emptiness filled me I fell into a hole - emptiness filled my soul