Don't believing You just wanna make me Do the things we taught to do It's not worthy Are you free to choose? To be the girl I need to be? I was supposed a plastic doll Wanna be disguised Hate myself dressed like a child Look out at the world With a plastic smile In my ice heart With no feelings I don't care about humanity No emotions for the people Who have thought me to be what you see Don't you see what I've become? Your mind is cold as ice A storm cold face clean up his mind I missed the part of me That I treat you right Smother feelings Am I really free, or is just my fantasy? Am I crazy, or just lazy? What for me is true reality? Squeeze up every part of me Floating out the blue Fear of all the pain of life Is that really much that I cannot do? Smother feelings Am I really free, or is just my fantasy? Am I crazy, or just lazy? What for me is true reality? Squeeze up every part of me Floating out the blue Fear of all the pain of life Is that really much that I cannot do?