Is this what you came for, to leave me with no choice? Don’t you turn your back on me. You say there’s a reason. Show me just one reason, That’s not an excuse to take your abuse quietly. Every single moment plays over and over. I still feel her hand in mine. Medication offers temporary comfort, But i need to heal. I want to still feel alive. Is this the thanks i get for giving you my best? I’ve been living for so long with your name on my breath. You said you’d hold a my hand, but you broke my heart instead. So now, is this what you came for, to leave me with no choice? Don’t you turn your back on me. You say there’s a reason. Show me just one reason, That’s not an excuse to take your abuse quietly. Oh how, every single moment plays over and over. I still feel her hand in mine. Medication offers temporary comfort, but i need to heal. I want to still feel alive. Don’t be surprised if i don’t come home. I might tear out my eyes, so i can’t see at all. Don’t be surprised if i don’t come home. I might tear out my heart so i can’t feel at all.