When I'm breathing - I must die When I'm laughing - I should cry When I'm happy - I'm sad My only wish is to be dead The love of live has ceased I know this suffering days too long Come along to rest with me Now death is better than life Love is the worst kind of pain! It's in my dreams and in my soul Take the ruins of me Lonely are my tears of pain And I'm loved by their cause Only time will tell If I can break the spell Back to the unreal world I await this day I await this day!!