It´s time I open up my eyes I should have seen that you´ve been drowning in lies For years I thought that nothing´s wrong at all When you needed someone to break your fall I should have listened to your silence, maybe then you´d still be here I can´t believe that you are gone I didn´t see that you were suffering all along You were fighting on your own Despite how close you were I never saw what was wrong For years I thought that nothing´s wrong at all When you needed someone to break your fall I should have listened to your silence, maybe then you´d still be here I should have known needles and pills and I was to blind to see It seems so unreal that you are gone Oh God, God help me!