My memories haunt me Relentless with out end Masochism my only pacifism in death Twas the darkest of years A world full of tears Strained to the point of blasphemy Pushed to rapture Anxiety from separation of the one The only I drove my nails into my eyes My screams drowned out the light My only plea was relief My pitiful cries of disparity But to no avail As i heard her cries of lust I looked to the cross as it fell - x2 So desperately i reached for deaths icy grasp Till finally the world fell silent My soul has revealed itself From a worldly rech into a state of eternity I looked to that day in unrest A jaded memory Of the day i died-x2 My memories haunt me Relentless with out end Masochism my only pacifism in death