Darkness eternally pollutes my thought Despair convinces me that there is no light A false serenity leads me to my death A warm embrace from the sea i'm drowning in Even those who preach the word Brought me nothing but pain Where is this light you promised Where is my life? Waiting, doubting Screaming When will it come? Desolate days turned to desolate years Until i finally let go, until all i had meant nothing It was then that i saw him with me It was then that i knew, that he was always with me Waiting, doubting Screaming When will it come? The sorrow he felt, would kill a thousand hearts As he holds a son, who dies painfully As he wants to heal, but his beloved pushes away But his faith lasts, his eyes will never turn away Waiting, doubting Screaming Never again