I don't know why but I'm tired of my mind Pain is over me, overloading I don't know why but you're trying to be kind Take off your silver smile, throw your head back And cry I don't believe but I'm trying to decide Which game is best for me, which can I bear You don't perceive so I'm leading you away Home were you've never been, non-returning So cry Throw a rock upon the road and it breaks into pieces Shake a branch upon the snow and the sun is defeated Pull the curtains on yesterday and it seems so much later Put a bullet in my brain and I'll make all the papers I don't know why but I'm tired of my life