You'll never read this I'm writing this to let you go Because I know that's what you want You'll never fix this My heart is shackled up and towed I'm feeling broken down and done Oh I pretend that no one's ever Gonna hold you like I did See I'm feedin on this fire The emotions gettin higher All the way up I blame myself don't even wanna wake up Give my life for you like I'm your saviour Saviour, saviour I wanna move on One thought of you is suicide No no, your body's not my church You wanted simple Fearing everything that might Take you out of your comfort Oh I pretend that no one's ever Gonna hold you like I did See I'm feedin on this fire My emotions gettin higher All the way up I blame myself don't even wanna wake up Give my life for you like I'm your saviour Saviour, saviour Na na I've been up for days Got me playin that lemonade Now I put my pen to pain Hide my tears behind my shades Dreamer and a realist great What a fukin big mistake What a fukin big mistake Yours truly, Grace All the way up Give my life for you like I'm your saviour I'm not your saviour All the way up I blame myself don't even wanna wake up Give my life for you like I'm your saviour Saviour, saviour