Maybe, just maybe I’ve made a mistake about how much I want to be involved Forgive me, forgive me I’ve been all over the shop Searching for a delicate way to say I’m sorry I know on Monday I’ll probably change my mind And the only sure thing, is a sure thing’s hard to find Lately, oh lately I’ve been thinking about how much I really need my sadness Lazy, feeling lazy All these people about Who seem to already be past it But I know on Monday I’ll probably change my mind And the only sure thing, is a sure thing’s hard to find But I hate the sound of myself when I’m being honest Sounds like somebody else, and I don’t wanna listen To the whining's of a 21st century child And I’ve struggled with how others perceive me And I can’t tell if I’m better or just better at deceiving So I’ll keep going, 'til I’m caught out There’s blood on my sheets, but you know I don’t mind I’m drawn to the dark things, and you’re a part of the light