There are things i'd like to say That i've said too many times before Things i should have done Instead of looking for a way to get out You'll never know the sorrow i felt Or the hours i've laid awake Thinking about just what you said How could you know how i felt? I never took the time to figure it out Or see how the problems arose I tried to blame the two of you I can only blame myself For the pain we felt There are words i should have spoken But i kept my f~cking mouth shut instead Words would've made the difference But they always stayed unsaid Why won't you ever see? Why won't you even see? It's not just me