Wake up drunk Don't know how, but I'll get fucked up again Trash my lungs Riding from the fact that it'll catch up in the end Waste my life Live everyday like a Friday night Pick up when I call 'cause I'm waiting outside It's too cold and the water's too high Wings grow Detach my halo You make me stay low You are the weight on my ankles that's holding me back Don't say you hate me Don't call me: Baby Just leave me be (just leave me be) And I know it's painful Don't think I'll make it It's killing me (it's killing me) I lie awake and stare at my ceiling I can't see the rain, but I feel it Bottle it, can't say that I'm healing No one gives a fuck 'bout my feelings Footprints on my back, they walk on me My spine is snapped and someone's shouting, record that Treating me like a doormat Wings grow Detach my halo You make me stay low You are the weight on my ankles that's holding me back Don't say you hate me Don't call me: Baby Just leave me be (just leave me be) And I know it's painful Don't think I'll make it It's killing me (it's killing me) It's killing me (it's killing me)