Teardrops blaze their way across my pillow The trail's still fucking hot In this water are the paths I follow Every time I am lost Somebody shut my eyes Somebody told somebody else To never fantasize These forty tears were raining on your forty eyes To drown you in my flood My whole family and all my fucking friends Are everything you are not Somebody shut my eyes Somebody told somebody else Somebody should It's surreal to love what keeps you wondering Too feel my touch is to forgive history I've rinsed my hands of memories As you've rinsed your life of me These bullets wait for escape On the shells I write your name On the trigger I place the blame From within the barrel you'll see my face Don't say goodbye I'll do the same Soon enough your sun burns on my shoulders Long after I'm gone The moon I hid within your shadows Will start to shine Somebody shut my eyes I've finally shown this fucking world Nobody could