So whats wrong with me, I can't sleep, pull these bedsheets over me and let me be, with broken hearts, and black and blues, I' m shivering because I wondered what you'd think, if I didn't break, and made a change for you It feels like, the first time, that I am standing on my own, and I'm not wasted tonight, not wasted tonight It takes a part of me, can't you see, I'm pushing through your tidal waves so I can breathe, with no regrets, so bittersweet, I'm holding on because I waited for your call, if you care at all, I will wait for you Tonight I throw myself into, this blanket of relief, where i can get release, but you can't understand, whats happening to me, and these songbirds in between, sing anthems out to you