I had joy and I was strong And I was good at holdin' on And I had heart and I had soul And if I wanted to I could even make it snow Anytime. Did I look desperate to you Or did it look like I knew what I was doin' Well, all that is true But as the days get longer I can't remember If I'm gettin' worse or gettin' better At playin' this part Now where did it start. Where I had joy and I was strong And I was good at holdin' on And I had heart and I had soul And if I wanted to I could even make it snow Anytime. Did I run circles around your heart It was a private mission, it's an old tradition That I can not stop Cause if I do they'll catch me and they'll never let me Keep my secret weapon hidden in the bedroom At the top of the stairs Oh man I hope it's still there. Well, I had joy and I was strong And I was good at holdin' on And I had heart and I had soul And if I wanted to I could even make it snow Anytime. Cause all I wanna do is run All I wanna do is fly I've been safe so many times Just from starin' at the sky And I'm still starin' at the sky And I'll never understand why. I know my way through these woods And though the past has faded and new trees have shaded Where my heart once stood still Well, I still feel it beating, all the years mean nothin' I am still believin' I can see the touchin' Of my soul and the sun If I close my eyes I have won. And I have joy and I am strong And I am good at holdin' on And I have heart and I have soul And if you want me to I could even make it snow Anytime. Where oh where did all that little girl go I need to find her, I need to find her So I can get through this show Do you know.