The light is here again Flashing my room in blue I've had no sleep Wishing I knew the truth And there's no one near There's no one here Sometimes I think there never was They tell you to give and forgive But what if I can't Because I've given everything And been left with nothing Then you can call me lovesick I did my best Because I've given everything And I've been left again It's easy to believe That I'm petty and mean For leaving After what I'd seen You only see What you want to see So I guess the fault isn't entirely on me They tell you to give and forgive But what if I can't Because I've given everything And been left with nothing Then you can call me crazy I did my best Because I've given everything And I've been left again And after all the proof You chose your side Why do you have to close your eyes? Why do I have to understand your side? When you never tried to understand mine