I see you sitting there watching from a distance. Waiting for something... Drawing on my energy... Lost to reality You can't see anything but green. Symbolic of your hate... Symbolic of my fate... Wash away your notions of love. Dream away self-awareness. Join the revolution of rage in the new age. Lost on the edge of pain and lust I wait for a new hope. Join me here!!! Join me here!!! Selfish desires of wasted dreams... Don't lose yourself too much... I can't feel you anymore And it feels fine. I've lost you... I've lost you... Tortured by spiritual lust... I gave away everything And you say it's just... Hate!!! I want to see how you work inside. The gears of mindlessness Mustn't turn very fast ...i want you in front of me Wondering why there is no fear... You can't hold me back much longer I am almost done here... I have almost died here... Don't judge what you hear It might jump out and take you into my darkness. I have not lost it!!! I am reality!!! ...and you are but a ghost floating in it. Your soul bleached by my will...faded...wasted ...drawn back every time you have a conscious thought ...don't try to think It wastes my time. Pent-up angst keeps me here ...this frame of mine ...this state of being Shall never be understood Or attained by anyone Lost are you to my hate Lost are you to my rage Justified i am... Justified... Justified... Let go of everything you hold dear It no longer matters Slow things down... For i am not the creature you see in the mirror I am everything you hold dear Too much stimulation... I must find a zen Something not understood Something i hold dear The thoughts of many Have squeezed out reason Drawn to its beauty Like a moth to the light You die... We die...