Now whos 2say i was right or wrong
2live my lyfe under Cognizance all along
Skewl was never my thing
Rather be tha fewl who writes &dreams
Understand tha law - fight tha scene
Please lord 4give me 4my sins
My whims begin as uh lil kid - so grin
I kouldnt do - forced 2live with remorse kuz no boo was 2B true
As I look bak upon my misled lyfe - I c
So much pain in my game - tha hype c
Had me strung & since I was young I couldn't kope
Only spit my quotes in tremendous hope
I kould hop tha Decembrist moat
I aint been happy since Charice
Look as a krook 2snatch me some peace
It wont happin - destin 2skrappin - only this rappin
Will soothe my soul
Forced 2deal as I loose my goals
Who's lost kontroll is I - tears from this guy
Supply tha sky with enough mist 2 humidify
But I always know - its bekuz of me and my flow
That thots of me & my mind
Will live until tha end of tyme
Break-
Apologies 2tha outkast
If it was me who spawned your last breath
Its only kuz inside I couldn't deal with tha task - death
Is inevitable yet so skary - stress
Is in me so deep I kant never sleep - legendary tests
Im forced 2go thru - & beside my pride is no boo
So I flow true and shed tears 4me & misled peers
Bro's gone 2blow & foes on my ho's R all parts of my lyfe
No soul knows my heart - my fyte
So I kant truly smile - not 4uh long while
Wish 2vent my kries 2another
But they neither here nor there - my covers
Drenched in sweat kuz I kant 4gEt charice
Every flow go bak 2her tyme piece
She dissed me & more than 50tymes switched me
No soul gets me - so as past tymes
I komitt fast krimes until up on tha hill & kash mine
God u have 2B there - Y we here shed these tears in such despair
Do u kair if lyfes unfair - I wish 2share
My lyfe with another - please C how few Be my brothers
As of now Bon - Dub & Montello B real 2me
Jebadiha Be my ridah - but they aint feelin me
So much internal hate that inaugurates my fait
So I grind B4 my chalk line as I step up koky & talk mine
Until tha end of tyme
Break-
In tymes of pain I will remain
At tymes tha devil hurts me
So I pray above to show upon chubz uh lil mercy
This kurse Be mine & mine alone
Walk until tha end of tyme with no love nor peace of mind of my own
Hearts blown 2pieces kuz charice is
Tha plot of illuminati - 2take my soul
Vivid visions I grab my shotty - & loose control
These thots wont stop until my sanity drops
Tha man in me's koked & ready 2strike bak
Me & tha GBSP - kant no soul fight that
So its proven my klout remains
Only outa respekt they my set 2rain pain - if slain
Understand I bekame uh man with no souls hands
Over kame pain & tha threat of kokain on my own
Evaded tha chrome as I sedated tha zone that's shown
When my enemies talk bak as if they own me
My childhood was no good - all but homely
I ask u lord 2watch over those I kare 4
Loyalty never spoiled me - yet im there 4
Montello - bon bon & -dub
Until skin turns yellow & im long gone tha man chubz
Remains - stuk in tha game by tha bearer of tha lights chains
Until tha end of tyme
