No matter how many times I break I put myself back together every damn time Oh, mm, can I be honest with you? Oh, oh (UPNORTH) Sometimes, I just feel I never get it right Even when I try, I say: What's wrong with you? Beatin' on myself like I was wrong with you, hey It's fucked up at home, I'm all on my own Overthinkin' always in my head Hate bein' alone, there's nowhere to run So, I'll pretend that I'm all good instead Yeah, I make it look easy Yeah, I make it look easy But there's so much I'm needin' I just make it look easy, me I throw myself in work like, yeah Got myself the bright lies 'Cause it won't hurt if I lie So I try to find somethin' to control They don't know all the bullshit that I've been through They don't know Baby, wipe your tears, you gotta put on a good show Facin' all my fears, I don't wanna feel Please, don't make me feel, way too much for me Look at me, I'm bleedin' now, I'm cryin' out So much now (I make it look easy, yeah, I make it look easy) If you could do the things I do with no complainin' (Yeah, I make it look easy) If you could walk in my shoes on the day-to-day (I just make it look easy) I don't look like what I've been through, no, baby Hey, I make it look easy I just wanna be pretty, wanna be pretty, pretty I wanna be a pretty girl (oh) I just wanna feel hope and fill up the hole completely I wanna be a pretty girl (it should be easy) I just wanna be pretty, wanna be pretty, pretty I wanna be a pretty girl (oh) I just wanna feel hope and fill up the hole completely I wanna be a pretty girl (oh) Easy (oh) Easy Yeah, I make it look easy I just make it look easy, me Yeah, I make it look easy (yeah) Yeah, I make it look easy (I do) Yeah, I make it look easy (yeah) I just make it look easy, me I just make it look easy