Tom: A
A D
[Verse 1]
A
18 with a hammer at my senior prom
Ripping couches in the basement of a country club
D
That was my first panic attack
I knew couldn't get my youth all back
A
I got a temper from my old man, used to black out
Then I started drinking liquor til my cash ran down
D
I was living in the house with the band
Couldn't pay rent, couldn't keep a job, didn't have a plan
[Pre-Chorus]
E
Some days, man I've got it all together
D
Most days though I'm just trying to get better
[Chorus]
Everybody's got that something
A
We can't fix with love or money
D
Even when it pulls me under
A
Get so high that it just seems funny
D
How many times can I fake it
A
Before it breaks me, I'm not okay
I'm not okay, I'm not okay
[Verse 2]
A
23 and skipping obligations
For some fake crush when I start to lose my patience
D
I get stoned on going too fast
And what a rush when we finally crash
A
I know a little bit more now than I used to
But at the cost I payed, I'm pretty sure I got screwed
D
I spent a few nights sleeping in my car
Took it too far a couple times getting kicked out of the bar
[Pre-Chorus]
E
Some days, man I've got it all together
D
Most days though I'm just trying to get better
[Chorus]
Everybody's got that something
A
We can't fix with love or money
D
Even when it pulls me under
A
Get so high that it just seems funny
D
How many times can I fake it
A
Before it breaks me, I'm not okay
I'm not okay, I'm not
[Bridge]
D
Oookey
A
Oookey
D
Oookey
A
Oookey
A
Maybe when 50 I'll figure it out
Get my shit put together in a nice clean house
D
Maybe that's a pipe dream
[Chorus]
A D
Everybody's got that something we can't fix with love or money
D
Even when it pulls me under
A
Get so high that it just seems funny
D
How many times can I fake it
A
Before it breaks me, I'm not okay
I'm not okay
[Outro]
D
Everyone feels like they're crazy
A
Why can't I say it? I'm not okay
