before my infant eyes, our universe opens up wide pre-destined lifeline, administrates me from cradle to grave peak of innocence, adolescence my fall from grace ejected conscience nowadays in depression i dwell aged, insolated in my realm solicitude is other world prejudice rejection drains me from soulmatter that is life so i'm numb an empty void unfulfilled [karri] i want to taste life as it is but with death i'm so far fed so understand my bitterness 'cause i don't want eternal rest the threads upon the loom of life defiled now envenoming us i crave for something that is pure but just to reach that is unsure [mikki] blackened minds remain compasion is denied heads bow down in shame even loved one's we decieved restrained... drained my misery remains outer world i denied depressions i gained disgraced in my hastew ashamed... deranged before my dying eyes your universe closes me out predestined lifelines mine is cut i rest inpeace...