And the times I thought That we could last forever I was wrong, so what But I've been doing better on my own And you're so nice to me I can't wait to leave Love is not for me Kill me in my sleep And I know you hate this side of me I hope you never leave Oh, I hope you never leave I haven't slept in weeks I still see you in my dreams And I'm in the back of the yard Dreams are getting so dark Stop me just this once But I know I'm not giving it up What I've done And I'm really, and I'm really Hating who I've become And the feelings are never the same I know that I'm not to blame Overthinking way too much I swear that I'm going insane Stop me just this once And the times I thought That we could last forever I was wrong, so what But I've been doing better on my own I'm the last one in the room And you just beat me black and blue And I'll just leave it up to you But I'll be dead and gone Just act like nothing's wrong Just act like nothing's eating me inside It's all because of you But it's really 'cause of me