The Meaning Of Solitude

Punish my black heart for I have sinned. 
Nail my black heart for I have sinned 
Leave me alone in 
This evening of despair 
When nothing has the same meaning again 
And this core of self-deception 
Fills the pits of solitude. 

Punish my black heart 
For I'll sin again 
With the same, old illusions 
As my monodimensional guiding light. 

And when everything will regain perspective, 
I will finally find a meaning 
to this deep grey solitude of mine. 

Punish my black heart 
Nail my black heart 
Melt me.