I miss the sunshine I don’t see much of her no more All the colors faded grey Watch my life desaturate I miss the sunlight I don’t feel any here no more This is how I’ll spend my days I better learn to love the rain I’ve been livin’ in the dark Since a kid inside the park Tryna hide from my mom, because she’s drunk drivin’ 8 years old and lovin’ life and I’m supposed to be okay When all my friends are getting wasted after school in 7th grade? But, anyway I’m holdin’ on to my past Wanted somethin’ I can’t Fall in love with the bad Drivin' fast Lettin’ go of the wheel Hopin’ that I don’t crash Leavin’ tracks Hopin’ that you lose track Every avenue ran Every tattoo I’ve seen from kids that fuck with my brand Show me your hands I’m getting fucking sick of seein’ rain outside my window (my window) Cos I got enough water from these tears up on my pillow (my pillow) I miss the sunshine I don’t see much of her no more All the colors faded grey Watch my life desaturate I miss the sunlight I don’t feel any here no more This is how I’ll spend my days I better learn to love the rain I’ve been lyin’ in the rain Since the doctor said I’m strange Since about 11th grade when I stopped tryin’ Sixteen years of fucking cryin’ I’m supposed to be okay When all my friends think that I’m gay Cos I wanna be in the play? But, anyway I’m holdin’ on to my past Wanted somethin’ I had Fall in love with the bad Drivin’ fast Lettin’ go of the wheel Hopin’ that I will crash Leavin’ tracks Hopin’ that you come back Every avenue ran Every tattoo I’ve seen from kids I see in the stands Show me your hands I’m getting fucking sick of seein’ rain outside my window Cos I got enough water from these tears up on my pillow I miss the sunshine I don’t see much of her no more All the colors faded grey Watch my life desaturate I miss the sunlight I don’t feel any here no more This is how I’ll spend my days I better learn to love the rain I better learn to love the rain