The heaviness of my heart seems a Burden to me - whatever they preach I have to look for people like me Ans so i have to join the wrong Unmindful of virtue i am eggier for The pleasure of love more than for Salvation - i am seized by desire but i Have to keep the darkness night hidden In the depth of my heart - it's the most Bitter fate - fate is against me In love and virtue I am heartened by my promise I am downcast by my refusal There is nothing i need from anyone Expect love and respect and anyone Who can't give me those two things Has no place in my life be sure before I'll finish - i intend to celebrate this hell I am involved in.