My self destructive behavior I allowed you to flow through out Self contained empty shell Stripped down murder song An unbreakable bond, Mother to child Eyes covered with filth blinded by brutal truth Choke, die, suffocated, you're broken More than glass you shattered hearts Continue with your self medicated Thinking you're OK for now Until I am me and called upon To be who I should be A father, a husband, a man who works hard I will sell my soul for my family Scarred for life, For I am only Aaron For honesty is my only excuse for being human Crucified, raped for life activated to kill Kill me off, put me back where I belong On your memory shelf See you sooner than later You're dead to me Mental masterbation