I look myself in the eye and wonder when I look myself in the eye and wonder when "Am I getting it together Lord it's been forever since it felt right" I look myself in the eye and wonder when I call my mother and my father and a friend "Have you got it all together Lord it's been forever since it felt right, felt right" We want hugs not drugs Or both, if it's available I'll take two And you, under the table and Let's both get drunk And forget the rest, yeah I look myself in the eye and wonder when I look myself up online and I pretend That my thoughts are pretty clever Photos looking better in a red light Premeditated debated bitter ends I get distracted and then I start again "Am I getting it together Lord it's been forever since I felt right" We want hugs not drugs Or both, if it's available I'll take two And you, under the table and Let's both get drunk And forget the rest, yeah We want hugs not drugs Or both, if it's available I'll take two And you, under the table and Let's both get drunk And text all of our exes These hugs and drugs don't make it better These hugs and drugs don't make it better These hugs and drugs don't make it better These hugs and drugs don't make it better These hugs and drugs don't make it better These hugs and drugs don't make it better These hugs and drugs, h-hugs and drugs, h-hugs and drugs Down! I really got my shit down I really got my shit down I really got my shit down, down, down I went down I really got my shit down I really got my shit down I really got my shit down, down, down We want hugs not drugs Or both, if it's available I'll take two And you, under the table and Let's both get drunk And forget the rest, yeah We want hugs not drugs Or both, if it's available I'll take two And you, under the table and Let's both get drunk And text all of our exes Ooh!