Yeah you take my heart And throw it way I, oh I Used to take the blame but now I'm okay I, oh I Chose to live this way 'Cause I'm the one who's stayed why, oh why And if you still here My mind it's not clear Can you hear the fear in my heart? Oh why, why do I hold on? Why do I hold on? Why do I Why do I Why do I hold on? Changing the way that I was For you to stay Hating myself all these days Still you never came The weight of my thought's Pulls me way Pulls me way And if you still here My mind it's not clear Can you hear the fear in my heart? Oh why, why do I hold on? Why do I hold on? Why do I Why do I Why do I hold on?