It hurts to think out loud That she have someone And now I'm no one I can't close my eyes Creating scenarios so real in my mind He's touching her soft skin She's doing with him What it was only for me Laying naked side by side My imagination goes so far She was my worst and my best A dream and a nightmare A light above the coast A sinked ship full of gold I hear no voices just a storm I see the thunders over the shore Lighthnings on my thoughts and brain Killing memories and the pain Since no one will understand What I'm going through It's hard enough to be true Playing by your rules I always lose, I always lose You don't give a fuck about me anymore So why I do still love you? Why I do still love you? That's so fucked up She was my worst and my best A dream and a nightmare A light above the coast A sinked ship full of gold I hear no voices just a storm I see the thunders over the shore Lighthnings on my thoughts and brain Killing memories and the pain