Intro - Disgusting Beauty

All this beauty is so disgusting.. 
All these smells of flowers and joy,-well they rip me up inside.. 
You see Pain is the only thing that can take me away from this Disgusting place 
-Another wound I cut in my flesh..I see the shining sun that sparkles in the lake.. 
Another wound I cut in my flesh.. 

Pain-joy-pain-joy-pain-joy-pain inside.. 
I see the shining sun that sparkles in the lake.. 
Another wound I cut in my flesh!!