18 months I was alone and stranded Thinking about what I've done and how to mend it All my life has led to this Now I've got to take my licks 18 months I was alone and stranded I've shaken everything I once was handed Making deals and breaking them out of habit Once I thought I hopped the fence Then I took my come-uppance For shaking everything I once was handed 18 months I was alone and stranded I can't take back what I've done and I can't defend it Won't you find me in this place Show me mercy, give me grace Come back in my life and that's how we'll end it