All I wanted was to find her And then close my eyes But ti's not how things work And I wasted my time Now you found someone new And I found someone, too 'Cause you said: This ends here And couldn't say: I love you So I thought about it before So many nights before I broke down and then Let my heart give up, just to forget you Then I became okay I finally felt sane And then I found love That wanted me to stay And even when it rained So every night I dream about the girl that wants me whole Then I woke up and she left me It felt like I died You know, it could've been amazing Now I can't close my eyes Yeah, I know I have issues And I know you have issues 'Cause you said: This ends here And couldn't say: I love you