This is the Emotions I Fear

This is the Emotions I Fear

I cannot handle them o God I cannot handle them help me out I cannot handle this this lump in my throat escapes 
And I have to follow it to it's source as a child I escaped from my heart but now I feel the haunting inside again 
As I collide with Your holy presence break down the the door cause I cannot breathe in here no more, no more, no more